| Sunday, February 1st, 2004 |
| 12:42 am |
wow..........
everything is crazy....i donno when the last time i wrote or what everbut tims coming back in like 3 weeks its so great....cant wait...hes going to a manson concert and hes got back stage passes and hes gonna call me and ask manson to talk to me its gonna kick ass cant wait...my sister is having another kid its crazy i got my belly botton pierced and my tounge but took out my tounge ring....i want a tattoo its gonna be kewl im getting my name on my hip well my nick name.....my friend dusty moved to kissimmee i miss him he was kewl....... im tired so im going to bed night......love ya my little vampire.........<3 |
| Monday, December 15th, 2003 |
| 12:01 pm |
sick
im sick and im at lunch it sucks blah im at skewl and thursday is my bday i cant wait yay ill be 16 go me man i miss tim i want him back so bad i hate my brotherinlaw he said i cant go to north carolina that was the only way i could see tim but now i cant im pissed damn sisters ppl suck n e who im gonna go tim if ur reading this i love u and im still waiting for u my little Vampire....... Current Mood:  exhausted |
| Thursday, December 11th, 2003 |
| 12:54 pm |
not dead
i havent rote in a while but cant now in school doing project l8r all love ya close friends......... Current Mood:  angry |
| Saturday, November 8th, 2003 |
| 10:03 pm |
.........
well i havent rote in a while alot has happened and i dont kno where to start me and my mom dont get along me and my brother are closer i like his friend marcus...me and ash are kewl im single jace is going out with alex grace is going out with chris me and ash are single i dont like marcus's ex girl friend ....any who i met this guy named tim at the mall yesterday hes really kewl and hes 18 but yeah i doubt he'll call me.....im tired and i wrote alot of poems i think i want to be writer but i still want to be in the dead people business............... Current Mood:  cold |
| Saturday, October 25th, 2003 |
| 2:49 pm |
penguin
im bored and im at my best friends house ashleys of course..........yeah we went and saw scary movie 3 it was good alot of stuff happened and yeah i havent rote in this thing in a while but owell but i wanna share something with everyone that i rote on 10-21-03 here it is...................................... ........................................ ......................im sitting at the kitchen table and i start to think i cant help but think im losing hope faith life i think of how sometimes i stare out side and wonder why im here why im alone but no answers come to me. i think to much but its hard not to i feel like im lost in time i rote ash a note asking if she wanted to run away with me i know i can do it all i need is time and money. i really wanna live with my dad but i dont wanna leave ash if i move with my dad i want ash to come with me but i doubt she would want to. i feel so distant from everyone even my dad but i try so hard to keep everyone close. i think its for the best.......that i dont remember writing but owell.............................im out Micky Current Mood:  blank |
| Sunday, October 12th, 2003 |
| 9:51 am |
blah
yeah homecoming sucked i hate ppl alot of ppl that im pretty pissed at were there and i wasnt having a good time life sucks and i wanna go hiome im going to my dads in the summer and staying so its all good i cant wait to leave i hate life life sucks i was gonna d something really mean to some one im mad at but i said forget it owell im leaving Current Mood: pissed off |
| Saturday, October 11th, 2003 |
| 4:30 pm |
dieing......
im depressed but im trying not to show it tonite is homecoing and im gonna wear a dress yay not really.....im lost in my mind int my thoughts in this pain and im not just saying this cuz bryan im saying this cuz everything.....i anna die from the pain i fee all the time in my sleep theres pain i hate life im gonna die and i kno itscoming no one can help menow i truly am insane ........ i dont care n emore im throught with the worl now and im through with everyone else.......IM DONE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.........Micky Current Mood:  depressed |
| Friday, October 3rd, 2003 |
| 10:02 pm |
awake.....
well its been a while sence i wrote and i found out that alot of people dont know how to keep quiet...i trusted some one to keep something quiet and thatperson told my mom i dont kno why but she did itmade me very upset becuz my best guy friend left me now and i dont think hes gonna come back....i really miss him.....well alot of things have happened like ash is moving but not far away but still shes moving and i like some one alot but i dont kno if he likes me i wish he would tho but i doubt it im just soooo pissed at the fact thatsome one told my mom i cant trust anyone but one or 2 ppl thats ash and my dad and only a few other ppl but thats it ...i wrote a letter to some one and that some one wants me to get help now i have to go to a counclers class and if i show the counsler the letter i wrote which i dont remember writing i might go to lake side i hate those places but yeah im really bored and wanna do something.......but im gonna go luv ya ash and i micc u alot DUSTIN hope ur doing good................Micky Current Mood: blank |
| Saturday, September 6th, 2003 |
| 12:49 pm |
lalalalalala......!!!!
im bored and at ashleys house and have nothing to do i have to go to this church thing with my bf and stuff and its at universal i was gonna stay with everyone else but i cant so yea this sucks so ummm i dont kno what else to say i was at the rink yester day and saw my ex boyfriend wow that was weird...... but i met this guy corey hes really kewl and hot well not hot but cute hes just really kewl so yeah we might go next week so yea but immmmmmmmmmm i dont kno what to say so i guess im gonna go bye everyone......bonnnnnggs................ .Mick Current Mood:  confused |
| Sunday, August 31st, 2003 |
| 4:29 pm |
kewli........!!!!!!!
well im at graces house and were gonna go to youth and stuff this is the second time going and its kewl.... but me and ash my best friend dont talk n e more and i miss it so much but im going out with this kid named pip hes really kewl i like him alot but i really miss ash i miss spending time with her but i dont kno how she feels about me n e more so yeah and but ummm i started high skewl and i have new friends but i miss my old friends and im still moving oh yeah and ash if u see this i want us to still be friends and i want us to be close like it was be fore and i want u to kno that ill never choose a guy over u never no matter what ppl say i luv ya ur my best bud and i hope u feel the same but i doubt ur gonna look at this so w/e but i think im gonna go .... and ash i luv ya no matter what i hope u can call me and still talk to me .......but n e who ill talk to u all ppl l8r....mick.....the worl will end soon Current Mood: confused |
| Saturday, August 16th, 2003 |
| 12:52 am |
LALALALALA!!!!!
ummmm rite now in sitting in a lil room with vicky talking about stuff (none of ur bussiness)...i saw freddie vs. Jason it was good i new the one i picked was going to win....but n e ways ummmmm i was going to go to my hopnors class but i didnt want to last nite my mom told me that i wasnt allowed to tlakt o my dad n e more but yeah and skewl was good but i think im gonna go cuz im getting tired but yeah ill tlak to all u ppl l8r.........................Boonnnnnnnnn nggsssssss.............Mick Current Mood: confused |
| Wednesday, August 13th, 2003 |
| 3:49 pm |
3rd day of skewl!!!!!!!
well i started skewl the other day it was ok got lost a few times but its kewl ummm my lunch is soooo fun thats wat i look for at skewl and my sixth period whch is stagcraft but i dont have n e classes with n e one that i want to have them with but its fun... ummmm im at ashleys now and its kewl but yeah i had a good day today i saw alot of hot guysyea and i found a few ppl that are really kewl and ihave a class wih my brother and his friend but he looks out for me which is kewl but ummm yeah its really windy and im pissed off just alot of shit ya and i made a poem last nite before i went to sleep cuz yeah it was how i was feeling ... but w/e ummm i think im gonna go ok bye every one .................boonnnnnnnnnnnnggs..... ....~Mick~ Current Mood: bitchy |
| Sunday, August 10th, 2003 |
| 1:18 am |
Blah!!!!!!!
ummm well i at ashleysdads house and were not doing much cuz its blah..... lol were watching serority boys its soooo funny but yeh i dont really have much to say but skewl starts in like less then a day blah i hate that and ash is sleeping at my house the day before skel stats so yeahbut w/e im leaving................................. .....................................boo nnnnnnnnnnnnngs........Mick Current Mood: blah |
| Friday, August 8th, 2003 |
| 6:42 pm |
hahahaha!!!!
well wow today i was so bored london and jimmy came over and they gave me back my korn shit can u believe that i never wore that shirt but everyone else has man i cant wait to ware it lol but yea i was at hom for like the longest and had nothing to do then ash called me and asked me if i wanted to come over and i was like yea sure i was so happy then yea but w/e i dont have nothingto say other than im hyper as hell i hate that but yea ummm dustins coming over to hang with ash and im gonna leave them alone u kno they never have time together but yea im sooooooo bored and we have skewl less then a week but yea i guess im kinda happy cuz i get to see everyone yay!!! and gridder still wont talk to me and he still has me on block but w/e well im gonna go l8r and boonnnnnnnnng........................... .....Mick Current Mood: indescribable |
| Wednesday, August 6th, 2003 |
| 1:38 pm |
..................................
well today i was saposed to go to the beach with rachel jorge,pip and myself but yea i got a lil messed up yesterday man there was puke every were lol thanx dustina nd ash and british for cleaning that shit up but i wanted to do that.....lol but w/e well the called today at like 9 in he morning and was like u gotta go to the beach the called like 15 times and left messages thats so funny... well then i tried to go back to bed and then when i woke up again i took a shower and laughed at wat i did while every one laughed and told me shit .... i dont think im ganna do that n e time soon.......well imma gonow i still dont feel good ......so l8r all..........Mick Current Mood:  drunk |
| Tuesday, August 5th, 2003 |
| 2:19 am |
wow!!!!
well today well yesterday was wow dustin blamed me for shit that isnt even his bizz and its fucked up cuz im moving i having updated in a while and i dont feelgood rite now it sux big time and i found out that i have to live with my dad and ash is like not takeing this to well its kewl tho cuz i love her and shit and dustin hes like i dont want u to move cuz i wont here the last of it from ash witch is really fucked up cuz thats not what i need to here rite now but w/e i went to the mall today and ash boought me chains and a shirt that says i love trash and has oscar the grouch on it with his garbage can i like it alot im becoming total got this year forskewl if i can get the cloths lol and i dont kno what else to sayi feellike a bad person im not at liberty to say or n e thing but yeah i talked to pip on the fone for like 2 or 3 hours hes really kewl and he makes me laugh like crazy but i think im gonna gocuz im blah rite now but w/e and balls on ur forehead .......................stay tan.......................mick Current Mood: confused |
| Thursday, July 31st, 2003 |
| 10:24 pm |
so bored!?!?!?!
well yeah i dont kno what to say im like so lost rite now i didnt d ne thing to day other then go out side in the back of ashleys house when it was really windy when i just got out of the shower it was so nicebut i was so pissed not saying y but yea n e ways umm im like blah and i think i wanna go so yeah and i just got of the fone with john he so kewl he makes me lugh hehehehe lol well yeah n e ways i wanna go to see a movie soon but n e ways im gonna go and balls on ur forehead.......stay tan........................mick!?!?!?!?! Current Mood: angry |
| 2:01 am |
nothing!!!!!
well today i think was a wow day jace came over ta ashleys and i got a journal and found out new stuff but not gonna shre well ne ways me and ash are about to go to sleep soonand im talking to this kid named pip were talking about metallica the best band in the world other than nirvana speaking of witch i was watching the osbournes and courtney love was on ther i dont like her we all kno what she did that bitch she killed kirk Kobain i hate her man n e ways i cut my hair yesterday up to my shoulders and i like it alot i think im gonna go now cuz yea well ill talk to u all l8r and balls on ur forehead.....oh yeah and stay tan......Mick Current Mood: crappy |
| Saturday, July 26th, 2003 |
| 4:09 pm |
grrrrrrrr!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
well im so sad rite now cuz me and my bf are not etting along i foind out that he like some one else not saying n e names but shes close to me and he didnt bother to tell me this till last night wich was reallyunexpected but yeah well i went to a concert the other day it was ok i guess but yeah jorge is my best budy now hes the one that i tel stufflike someone to lean on when i have a problem y cuz he needed one so i desided to be it lol well yeah then i found out htat that te guy that wants to kill dustin is friends wit the guy i can get something from metallica yeah pretty messed up ma and im worried about dustin i mean its dustin no affense to u but yea ur like my kid brother man i have to look out for u so yeah n e ways i feel like shit i bet i look like it to cuz ve been crying all nite over some guy why me and i dont think he wants to go out with me n e more but hey i couldnt lamehim im sucha baby but ne ways yeah i think i just want to move with my dad in wisconson its so much more relaxing i cant take much more pain from n e one its so hard beeing me i mean come on im so stupid and i feel like it i just wanna go blah i hate feeling like this expesally over a guy man this sucks big time guys suck rahhhhhhhhhhhi feel like im done like i have no more but n e watys im not going to get in to that gotta go and to all u ppl stay tan.....balls on utr foehead lol...........mick Current Mood: depressed |
| Friday, July 25th, 2003 |
| 7:53 pm |
Nothing New!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
well yesterday i went to the warped tour it was ok it wasnt the best so all u ppl out there that didnt go it sucked and u didnt waste ur oney so no worries... well im going back out with sean yeah well umm i had a few sucky days in the past couple of days so yeah i really have nothing to say and i really think im gonna move back with my dad but i dont kno but yeah yesterday i met a few new ppl i got new friends which is kewl more ppl to kno its pretty kewl but yeah i think im gnna go l8r and balls on ur forehead l8r all.........micky Current Mood: blah |
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